Goal ? From 90 Days to ∞ [Feel Free to Join]

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Rojas202, Jun 22, 2020.

  1. Rojas202

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    I'm glad that you're doing well man.
    You should start working on what you love from now on, man. Languages, programming, maths, physics, chemistry, so on. Start working on you from now on, so that you'll get better results in future :)
     
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    Welcome Back Bro !! , it's really refreshing to share the journey , it's awesome that you're smashing out task after task , i'm on day 46 Hard Mode , i feel the life force vibrating in my cells in different parts of my body ,i can't even describe how horny i am, LoL, i feel like i could impregnate a woman just by looking deeply into her eyes AHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA Let's Gooooooooooooooooooooooo WooooooooooooooooooooooooooW :emoji_muscle::emoji_skull:
     
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    Hey Jared, try doing online print on demand , it's really easy to do , i learned it throw youtube in a couple of days , and how to use the free tools online to design some creative funny designs and post them on print on demand platforms , you can start with 0 $ it's totally free, i never was into this whole tech world before and found it boring and repulsive , but the designing is really fun because you can design whatever you're passionate about , about any topic or niche or category or field, whatever , also you can easily creat youtube videos also about any topic or field you're interested in, without even having to show your face, it's really easy free money just sitting online , i do exactly that on youtube where i compare action movie charechters with eachother like who would win in a fight consedirning both thier abilities and combat skills and background, like james vs ethan hunt and john wihc vs jason bourne ect..., all by easy free soft ware use, i use Openshot, it's really easy and simple, ofcourse it could be just a temporary thing to do untill you find your true passion and start working on it ! :emoji_spy::emoji_sunglasses::emoji_robot:
     
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  4. Jarad999

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    Will do ma man!
     
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    WoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooW Let's Go Guys , Day 47 Hard Mode Check in , i'm planning on going out tonight (it's 10:35 A.M in my Country now) and socializing with carbon based life forms microscopic creatures of the male and female humanoid species , ahahahah, talking to people specially girrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrls , it's about got dam time to turn into James Bond and Bang Hot Chicks erryday ahahhahahah, no i'm not really banging anything other than my head against the wall LoL, not at-least untill i be in a better situation , also i've ben on Vegan Diet for a almost a month now it's awesome as fuck , more energy clearer skin and less fat , and i take a shit like 2 to 4 times a day no constipation or diharriha , but i'm going now threw an emotional roller coaster like waking up somedays in the morning like Meh what's the point it's all bullshit nothing matters i'll probably gonna stay stuck like this untill the apocalypse LoL , other days i wake up energetically as hell ready to demolish the day and work on several tasks and left weights , other days experience anger like things from the past rise in my head and drain me of my vital energy and disturb my perception where i feel that i want to succeeded in life to get revenge on the people that hurt me before or to succeed so that i can allow myself to feel at eas , inner peace or freedom , but over all i'm more awake now in the process of spiritual realization , the soul or consciousnesses reside in fluids in the physical body that's why it's crucial to retain the seamen as it raises the vibration frequency of the person and makes us feel Aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive
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    Update:

    I just relapsed. Looked at some pics and touched my you know. But somehow... I stopped, somehow my brain told me: "man, it's not worthy anymore".... And here I am. As @Jarad999 I will consider this path not bycounting days, but by learning discipline! I don't regret on what I just did, I'll just simply accept I made a bad move and that's it.
    I'll restart my counter; but just to keep it there... I don't even look at that anymore.
    So... As I said, I'll tech myself some discipline. Some advices guys for it?
     
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    Dude, It's Going to Be Alright, just look at it from a different view, if the spiritual or physical precautions of relapsing are not strong enough, then simply realize the hard core basic psychological/mental realm, like us humans primitively created to avoid pain and go towards pleasure, your brain is still believing that NoFap is pain and pmo is pleasure, so just switch the view, consciously or unconsciously before you go to sleep reprogram the subconscious mind that pmo is severe aganoysing pain and that NoFap is heaven on earth, how to do that ? quiet simply by finding your reason ! what is your reason of you being on this journey ? why do you want to quit pmo ? obviously there are a lot of reasons of why all of us want to be free of pmo but specifically find that one most powerful compelling reason that matters most to you ! is it to be a more developed person in your physical health and fitness ? is it to make more money ? is it to be more creative and start your own business or find your true passion and thrive in it ? is it to be more social and make new friends ? is to be in a deep romantic relationship with a girl and find true love ? is it to spread joy and happiness among your family members and loved ones ? is it to live a legendary life and create an epic legacy that at the end of your life when you feel your own impending death creeping in and all forms , identifications and illusions dissolves you realize that that was the life , that you lived an extraordinary life regardless of what happened or is happening and that you made yourself proud , as apposed to realizing at the end of life that you never really lived up to your true potential and that you realized that you were identified with the compulsive mind that created false self that is not really you, wishing to go back in time to re-play the game of life but unfortunately it would be too late then ?!
    "And i said to my body: i want to be your friend, it took a long breath and replied: i've ben waiting my whole life for this"
     
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    Man, reading you is like fresh air. What a poetic piece!
    On the other hand, I was doing that thing of reprogram. I'm telling myself every night on bed all negatives aspects of PMO. That, somehow, repel all my urges.
    Thanks for taking your time on writing this man.
     
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    You're Welocme Rojas :emoji_blush: we're always here for you , we're all in this together , i get inspired too by other people's stories and i'm learning new helpful things from everyone, this platform is amazing Let's Gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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    i used to watch Hunter from 2002 to 2005 it was awesome i loved it , i loved Kurapika but always resonated with Gon and me and my best friend would argue about who's more powerful Kurapika or Killua , as Kurapika actually killed Hisoka if i remember correctly and Hisoka was considered the most Lethal motherfucker in the entire show LoL , but then Killua beat Kurapika which shocked us !! and i remember in a certian episod there was a charechter called Sezitto with the weirdest super power of all , he had super hearing , he could hear the foot step of an ant from miles away !! LoL
     
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    Update:

    Back to square one, guys.
    First of all, I apologise with you, guys. I know you told me to not treat myself bad, but I think guy you deserve an apologise since you always take a bit of your time to come to write here.

    Back to the topic, I relapsed watching a video on similarities between romance languages [I'm not going to explain what happene so that you don't get triggered].

    It's a shame, I know. But we learn from mistakes, and I will always stand up.

    I'll start posting again daily, so expect me everyday here giving you updates of my journey!

    Not all things are bad:

    -Recently I started reading more books.
    -Being more optimists on University (this really helped me a lot to complete my assignments).
    -Im going jogging more frequently (I've noticed my legs are getting fitness!).

    That's my update.

    Thanks for reading me.
     
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    Welcome Back Rojas, it's ok Man, don't be too hard on yourself , you're only human, we're here to support you Dawg, Day 1 Let's Goooooooooo, maybe try approaching it from a different angel this time , like if it's possible make some changes in your lifestyle , like changing your inviornment , or where or how you study and doing other activities that decreaes the time spent on hentai manga animaie and any other triggering stuff :)
     
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    Hi, man!
    I'm doing it already. Today I started to plan the whole week; I have already arranged what I'm going to do tomorrow, from morning to evening.
    I also increased the quantity of books I read; this has led me to use less my smartphone.
    These are some small changes, but step by step I will build up new and healthy habits.
     
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    Day 1 check-in:

    There was not time for PMO. Instead of wasting my time on that, I decided to work on my assignments. Later on, I took my laptop and started to plan the day of tomorrow, so that I'll be busy the whole day.

    I'm reading more as well. I'm currently reading over 4 books and I'm enjoying it; this has led me, as I mentioned before, to use less my smartphone.

    I'm being more optimists on life. I'm not letting anything to make feel depressed, anxious or stressed out.

    When it comes to discipline, this day was successful!

    Keep up going, guys.
     
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  14. Hey man I just wanted to drop by and say good luck! We're all rooting for you here. The struggle is worth it, and God is good!!

    Great job today
     
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    Thanks man. I really appreciate all your support!
    Blessings.
     
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    Day 2 check-in:

    I was about to go to bed when suddenly remembered I have to check-in.

    There's no so much to say besides this thing of planning my days is working. I followed step by step all I arranged to be done today. There wasn't time to PMO. And tomorrow will be the same.

    Keep up going guys.
     
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  17. Jarad999

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    Love it!

    keep up the good stuff, leave the bad stuff!
     
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    Day 3 and 4 check-in:

    I'm really sorry guys. I'm really busy. Just wanna say I'm doing good!

    Keep up going!
     
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  19. You do realise manwha just means Korean cartoon. it's not based on sexual motives.
     
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  20. Jarad999

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    Hey Rojas,

    Hope your doing fine, today is a special day of the month and i wan't you, @ForceMaster and all of us to make it through this month.

    I've faced the largest urge i fought and i wan't to thank God and myself for self talking out of it, i guess in nofap you really do need a purpose and without it you couldn't even go on just 1 day of just abstaining from PMO. I thought 90 days was it, i thought 90 days was the total "reboot" but my brain stabbed me in the back and lied to me, this is my fault for assuming but i at least am glad i got the willpower to handle the most hard urges and i am still facing them, but i myself knows simply just 5 seconds of pleasure is just a total waste of time :D.

    It's that one month, one time of the year to make it count so make.. this.. count!
     
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