Day 7! I'm in the bad place as this point of my life. I'm struggeling to find a motivation. I'm feeling down. Whole situation. The bad people I am surrounded by in my neighboord and at work how they dont respect my time and my work. I'm not doing what I think I need to do and what I need to be in life. Even when I have time I remember where I'm at this point of my life and that I have to go to work and get back home. But maybe that is what I must get trouhht to be what I want in my life.