First time doing this and guys I seriously didn't expect this. I'm currently on day 17 without PMO and up until a few days ago I felt energetic, filled with "healthy" lust and outgoing. A bit over 2 weeks of retention I'm feeling creepy and even crazy. Creepy in a way that I keep involuntarily glanzing, turning my head or even straight out staring at girls. I get weirdly (and greatly) aroused by things I feel shouldn't arouse me that much - like non-sexual pictures of female friends, or just stupid things - seriously, as I'm writing this a girl moaned in a ridiculous scene on bloody Family Guy and I had to stop my hand from going to my crotch. I also feel like masturbating in weird and fetischist ways I've barely even considered before (I'm not even comfortable giving any details). I felt like I've read up a lot, and from my search I guess I shouldn't be chocked but I seriously didn't think I'd have these sort of problems (from what I've heard from porn addicts, my father included, my habits are far from the deeper problematic behaviour most are dealing with) - that's what I get from thinking too highly of myself I guess. I love the feeling of being aroused, but I can't keep feeling like acting like a straight up creep. And I love the feeling/relief that I'm sure I'd be able to get an erection with a girl, but like this I'd last for seconds if even that. Seriously, how the heck do I deal with this? When and how will it settle? I think the only thing keeping me from M is the fact that I'd have to choose between admitting to you guys I relapsed or give up this forum. So thanks for being here.