Gonna suicide guys ! Help please

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Karan ghuman, Apr 20, 2018.

  1. Karan ghuman

    Karan ghuman Fapstronaut

    Hello guys
    Let me tell u whole about my ruined life
    My name is karan
    20years old and done over -over masturbation from last 10 years
    This is wht i suffer from
    1-no dick
    2-PE (10sec only)
    3-ED ( cant get hard while fapping too)
    4-semen leakage after peeing
    5-no confidence
    6-stressfull life
    7-again totally dead dick
    8-damaged to penis
    9-weak penis nerves

    My nofap journey-
    I heard about nofap 40days before
    Done 30days of nofap and saa amazing changes.
    1-morning woods (after 2yeas)
    3-glowing skin
    4-good penis

    I relapsed 3days ago
    And i am back again but i feel like m the worst case here
    I am 100% sexually exhausted

    Simple question...!
    I planned to marry @27-28 years

    Can i get back to my life ?
    I will stay on nofap (nochoice guys)

    Please b honest
    Dont get our without replying please mates . I need u hardly
  2. Karan, get back up and go again. You'll be back to feeling good in no time.

    A relapse is not the end - it's not a failure if you learn from it. Suicide is NOT the answer.

    If you want, post a report in the relapse forum and the community can give you feedback and advice on how to make next time more successful.

    If you continue to feel bad, click this link IMMEDIATELY!! => http://suicidestop.com/call_a_hotline.html

    You got this.
  3. CrimsnBlade

    CrimsnBlade Fapstronaut

    Don't give up! You said yourself that you saw amazing results! Remember how good that felt, and hold that in your mind. You can get back to feeling amazing, and not depending on PMO for anything. You are strong enough to do this!! You're too important to leave this place so soon. We're all here fighting with you too, so you're not alone.
  4. Beat Beat-Meat

    Beat Beat-Meat Fapstronaut

    You are still so young, and have your whole adult life in front of you. YOU have the power to stop. It's not going to be easy, but you can do it. Read all of the success stories from so many people before you who were able to do it. I have faith in you. Stay strong you can do it!
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  5. Sysifos

    Sysifos Fapstronaut

    Karan, listen: The answer is yes, you can have a good life.
    You already know, if you did 30 days and saw those results. Your body will heal itself, if you just let it - and that goes for your mental state too.

    If you are feeling hopeless, I know how you feel and have been there myself.
    You chose to write that post, that shows you don't want to be alone - stay with that, choose to be with other people, also in real life. Community is the cure for addictions.

    You are not alone - keep posting!
  6. Karan ghuman

    Karan ghuman Fapstronaut

    Thanx a lot mate

    Can i enjoy my sexual life again?
    After 1-2 years on nofap?
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  7. Alk346

    Alk346 Fapstronaut

    @Karan ghuman I truly believe you can have the best life possible especially since you're young (I wish I could go back to that age). From my time here on NF forum and reading Success Stories, I definitely believe you can be a change person within 90 days (new business/job, increase confidence, positive energy, etc.).

    Also, there are many Youtube channel's that talks about people who had done Nofap and there life dramtically changed. One I recommend is Gabriel Kalei Bocanegra, and there is a day that don't go by were I listen to his insight on his NoFap journey. Please check it, it would give you the motivation you need to pursue. Please don't give up.
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  8. iwillmakeit15

    iwillmakeit15 Fapstronaut

    You will heal bro....... Patience is all u need
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  9. Clean Plate

    Clean Plate Fapstronaut

    Yes, the hard part is abstaining from Porn and masturabation though. You werent put on this earth to off yourself. I know its hard but suicide is never the answer.
  10. Karan ghuman

    Karan ghuman Fapstronaut


    Thanks mate
    M not gonna Suicide bro..
    M gonna fight till last breath for sure
  11. Father Dan

    Father Dan Fapstronaut

    Since you are in such a fragile state, what I would recommend, is you think of some thing really simple that you can achieve today. It could be something like going for a walk for 20 minutes. Cooking a good meal for yourself. Once you get the ball rolling with small simple achievement, then have a good long think about some goals for the future and start to steadily work towards them. Just for when you are feeling really low, just try to achieve just one thing that will have a positive impact. You will make it through this. We are here for you mate.
  12. Dgreat24

    Dgreat24 Fapstronaut

    Karan chill out my man! I know how it feels to relapse after a streak and yea you do feel like the world is going to end but dude chill out ! It’s a part of the process. Also avoid stimulants and alcohol until your chemistry is back to normal because that stuff tends to make you relapse and pmo. You’ll be fine brother. DM if you need help
  13. Don't give up. I'm starting in this path and sometimes I also have suicidal thoughts, but you know, that is like leaving the boxing ring without fighting. Think about it.
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  14. Vedas_fr

    Vedas_fr Fapstronaut

    I would recommand 3 months total abstinence, with healthy lifestyle, and 0 thoughts about sex, or anything that would feed lust. After that period, you might go back to very moderate sexual activity, like once every 10 days and no more, it should be fine.
  15. Ashar

    Ashar Fapstronaut

    Brother remember that your path is a path which thousands of people already went through. You are not doing something impossible or something which wasn't done before. Go back, take control of yourself and keep on pushing. Everbody has the potential to be amazing trust me. Don't doubt yourself, look around. Your biggest enemy is not PMO. It's your inner self, telling you stuff which isn't true. You have to show him, yourself and everybody else that you can do it if you are willing enough to do it.
  16. Let every relapse, all of the pain, be a reason for change. Never ever hate yourself, instead hate the habit for what it's done to you and more motivation, real change, will follow.

    This depression can take a long time. It is important that you accept these symptoms (nerve-wrecking as they can be) and that you never go back to using, definitely not for as long as you are in this state (I reckon that after recovery life has changed so much you never look back anyway).

    Withdrawal is a real person. You are not alone. I think the symptoms are different for everyone but most seem to experience deep depression or high anxiety. For me it happens to be anxiety/panic. These symptoms can be so severe and downright debilitating that they are hard to put into words. A lot of young men are going through a physical and mental hell because of this.

    It helps to know that these symptoms are a normal part of the recovery process. They can be really ugly and you may stop functioning because of them.

    But they are never worth your life. When you go without pmo for long enough, life will get better, possibly even better than before. I'm not there yet, but rest assured that there is life at the end of this dark tunnel you are in. It is extremely important to realize that once you are in withdrawal, you cannot (must not) think of the habit like you did in the past. Once can and will hurt.

    You are not alone. Don't lose heart.
  17. PS. Would like to add that if you've been addicted for 10 years, don't expect to make a full recovery in 90 days.

    Enough with the 90 days already. Yes, at 90 days the brain may start to heal, but there are a lot of men on here who have been so severely addicted 90 days won't do a thing.

    1-2 years seems to be standard procedure in case of really severe addiction in which one pmo'ed on a daily/weekly basis for about a decade. Like most of us have.

    If you are older, grew up without internet porn and the addiction wasn't as severe, then yes, 90 days could do the trick. Most of the guys on here aren't in that boat.
  18. Sideshow606

    Sideshow606 Fapstronaut

    Bro stay strong i know exactly how you feel
    Ive been relapsing straight since August. ..my longest streak was 18 days cant get past a week now
    I wish i was 20 im an old man ...well 28 but FUDGE FUDGE FUDGE i know how you feel stay strong
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  19. akhil000

    akhil000 New Fapstronaut

    bhai same thing i used to feel i am 22 and i have quitted it..... i fell again but again i raised up .... just quit pmo ....maturbation is healthy but only in a limited amount maybe just once a week but depends on u .....do masturbation in way that it does not ruin your life ..... and without porn..... quit porn bhai...... i also used to have suicide thoughts ..... just quit porn ..... its very hard there is a lot of struggle .... you may fall again to porn..... but u will succeed in quiting this.... and hats of to u .... u are very mature and courageous to fight porn thats why u are here !!
  20. please don't kill yourself. Life is beautiful. if you want to talk, you can send me a message and i will help you. relapse is not the end of the world. please life is beautiful

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