Hello, My name is Matt Stevens...and honestly, this is the most difficult introduction I've had to make on a forum. I am addicted to pornography...despite being clean since February 2015. The attacks are getting worse...and I cannot pin point why they keep arising. Someone suggested a support group...and after researching I heard a lot of good things about NoFap. More about me, I have been married for 6 years to the woman of my dreams, we have 2 beautiful little girls (2 months and 2 years old). I am a blessed man, but my addiction has had me in a stranglehold since a very young age, approximately, 13-14 years old if I remember correctly. Back in February 2015 I came clean. I told my wife, my pastor and a close friend of mine about my addiction. Our marriage had it's struggles since I was nothing but a <insert insulting word here> to her and saw her as nothing more than a means to an end. We (my wife and I) have come a long way, and have a much stronger and stable relationship now than ever before. My Pastor and friend have been a huge support to me through this struggle. But I still need support, thus NoFap. The attacks are bad, really bad. They happen at completely unexpected times. I even find myself pondering looking it up at work (please note: I even have someone sitting next to me that could look over at any time and see what I am doing). I'm scared...and I need help from those who understand where my struggle is. Please, I beg you, help me. I want to stay clean and I feel myself slipping. I plan to join a group, as I could really use a support team right now. Thank you for taking your time and reading my plea.