Got a taste of what libido is

I did 87 days of nofap, then i fapped with just sensations and did not binge,
I was addict of 10 years doing pmo on average 5 times everyday,

Today is my 2nd day of new reboot, i am flatlining now, my withdrawal symptoms are not that intense but i feel alot tired and no motivation to do anything but nothing extreme like my 1st reboot withdrawals where i was literally feeling of being unconscious due to anxiety and sweating,
i was sitting in a metro and I saw an average woman sitting infront of me,
She was average looking, maybe 30 years old,
I was looking at her and suddenly i felt from inside "damn i wana hold her hands",
"I wana kiss her", thats it nothing more,
I tried to force my thoughts of having sex with her but my penis was laying dead.
So i couldn't think of penetration but i was able to think of cuddling with her and kissing her and damn it feels good,
If I remember correctly, I didn't feel this way for the last 10 years, the last time i felt kissing a woman or holding hands was maybe when i was 17 years old,
Im sure I would have thought about penetration too if my penis was alive, but it was dead, so i felt libido of just hand holding kissing,

You can say today i got a little taste of what real libido looks like, how animalistic you feel when you have real libido, the feeling is just out of the world,
This encourages me even more to do nofap, and i would suggest other people too to do nofap,
Real libido is something everyone should experience , its amazing to feel like a man sexually wanting a female.

 

Unofortunately, women dont have that much affect of porn on them.
Orgasms dont damage them that much as it damages men, because we lose our life force (semen, testosterone),
women are not like us, thats why they can have 10 orgasms in the night and still feel not tired the next day,
but if I have 10 orgasms in 1 night, I wont be able to get up for 24 hours at all.