Greetings everyone. New member here.

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Beefcake, Sep 24, 2018.

  1. Beefcake

    Beefcake Fapstronaut

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    Hello everyone! My name is Beefcake. I’ve been a long time lurker and decide today to become an official member.
    I am a 19 year old virgin male in college.
    I’ve got a lot to say but I’ll try to keep it porn related.

    I have been touching myself for as long as I could remember, to the point my dick would curve worse than a banana. I discovered porn at around 11 .my first real experience was when I stumbled upon it on tv( I think it was hbo). It was really soft core. I couldn’t jerk it at time because my the head couldn’t peel back far enough, but I did touch myself. I would do this every other week for a few years. When I was 15 I discovered x videos but I still couldn’t peel it back all the way. But when I was 16 and a half I managed to jerk it for the first time , middle of summer. I felt amazing. But we all know how this story goes. At first I left it to once a week, a reward to myself on mondays. Then I added Friday and eventually it led to whenever.

    Now for the most part I was able to control it, keep it of for a few days because of homework.

    Eventually I graduated high school and went on to college. My first year was shit. I would fap four times a week for At least an hour and a half. Brain fog, lack of concentration, social anxiety ,couldn’t like people in the eye , etc.
    I failed 6 classes out of 8 that year.i was completely depressed ( not the first time in my life) and didn’t know what was wrong with me.

    The following summer(2017) i was doing the usual and busted, but this time I really wasn’t satisfied so went at it again but could cum. I gave up and went to bed. The following day be penis was unimaginably swollen. At that point I started wondering if I had a problem. I did some research and eventually came across Nofap.
    A year later tho and I still have yet to make a solid 60 days. I made this account today because I feel like it is a step in the right direction.
     
  2. Beefcake

    Beefcake Fapstronaut

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    I actually wanted to add that I’m really exited that I joined. I’m not sure why I held off joining for so long but I’m glad I finally did it.
     
  3. Welcome to the forum, and my best wishes to your recovery!
     
  4. Marboy

    Marboy Fapstronaut

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    Welcome to the community brother. You definately made the right first move. We're all in this together. Good luck on your 60 day challenge. And if you feel like you need to fap, there's an emergency button you can click that helps big time
     
  5. Beefcake

    Beefcake Fapstronaut

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    Thanks a lot man!
     

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