Grettings everybody. Hello NoFap

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by CalmAnger, Oct 12, 2019.

Do you feel affiliated or familiar with what is written below ?

  1. Yes. entirely or at least most of it.

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  2. No. not really somthing that i am familiar with.

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  1. CalmAnger

    CalmAnger New Fapstronaut

    It is more then 2 or 3 years, i trying to control my porn consumption.

    It was usually accomplish by small breaks, And sometimes i was successful at maintaining a routine that allow me porn and masturbation only once a week or so. But with some time, always end up with slipping to obsessive use of porn & masturbation after having stress or sensitive times.

    Also i am using it from when i was 15-14 yr old (Start with very soft stuff) with almost no long pause.
    And i am pretty damn addicted

    I am male.
    23yr old (Very soon...)

    Last month i was traveling Vietnam with a good friend. It was amazing and for the first time i got 0 privacy. Only rest room's of course, but i was busy full time all 4+ weeks there. And for the first time i never watched any porn content or did masturbation.
    And i failed couple of times before to make such a successful pause form porn and masturbation.

    I was amazed by the changes with me. I was more confident, I felt every emotion more strongly especially passion and curiosity for girls and people in general. Interest in new hobbies. And allot more changes that i will not list all of them here.
    Also completely unexpected things, for example i start to remember my dreams almost every night.

    I start to fear to return to porn and loose myself again. The thought make feel sick.

    But now in my first week at home, i am back to porn. Without control i already relapse twice.
    And i feeling myself as week, confuse and unmotivated person again.

    The good thing is, that i am interested to end use of porn, totally. Without any more relapse to re-active my addiction. And now it is become more clearly, there is no other good enough solution out there (like porn only once a week or so, maybe porn every year ? but for what i need it at all ?)

    And i realize that i need some help... :) And for the first time i look at my problem as a serious addiction

    I hope to help and get help.
    That way i joined this community recently :)
    Please let my know your thoughts down below.
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  3. Hello and welcome! :)

    We are glad to have you as a part of our community. Here are some quick links to get you started.

    Getting Started Guide | How to Use the NoFap Forums | Panic Button | Day Counter | Rebooting Resources | Forum Rules | Glossary

    If you wish to keep a journal of your progress you can do so in the appropriate section found here

    You can also take part in one of the many challenges available. It can be a tremendous help. Challenges

    Also, there are groups you can also join if you wish to do so. You can browse through them here. Groups

    There are plenty of wonderful, friendly and knowledgeable people here to help you along on your journey to a life free of PMO. I wish you nothing but the best!
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