My last post was in 2017 when I discovered nofap. Since that time, I had failed constantly up until now, December 2023 where I am currently on Day 93.
This is a miracle to be honest. I have no idea how it happened. I cannot give anyone tips. All I can give you is my testimony.
I am a loner and always have been. My parents kept me locked up in our house so I lack social skills. I used porn to cope. Even after leaving their house after 18 years of staying there, I wasn't able to mix and get a gf so I always used porn. New Years, Christmas, birthdays, always alone. Wanking. LOL
This year, I just started to believe in God again. Because I can't do anything. I just give up. I can't change. I can't quit porn, it was too much for me. My life is shit and no matter how much effort I put in, NOTHING CHANGES SO I GIVE UP! I just decided to read the gospels for the first time. For some strange reason, the desire to fap just diminished. WTF!
I was seriously hooked on porn and hentai since being a little kid. I used it as an adult because I have NO life outside of work. Somehow it just left me.
I won't count the days anymore, but now I actually want to have a happy life. I don't look at porn or masturbate anymore. I want a real girlfriend, a good job, friends and a happy home. I don't want to be alone anymore. I want to be happy and surrounded by real friends and to belong.
If a guy like me can quit porn, then you can too.