Hey, I feel kind of lost. I have had a 500+ days streak last year. Then I tried ADHD Medication which gave me motivation to work on my PME issues.(no guys most of the time they don't disappear just by noPMO.) I edged completely in the dark with no visual stimuly, not even fantasy. Just by physical sensation. It helped, but apparently I didn't have my porn addiction too under control so I relapsed. Now I'm back at the stage where you relapse once a week and it doesn't seem to get better. I don't know what's different from my period of 500+ days. At that time it just clicked en now it just doesn't seem to work. The weird thing is. I improved my symptomes a lot in those 500+ days. My motivation is now better, social anxiety is less, I had a lot of growth as a person. So I can't see those things anymore as a reason not to do it. The only reason I seem to have is that I want to become a professional musician and that I won't make it if I keep being addicted, and that I want to change my view of women to see them more as humans. Anybody who can talk some sense into me? I feel lost and the original reasons I did noFap aren't working anymore.