Had a Wet Dream, i feel fucked

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by DerKacktus, Jul 23, 2021.

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  1. DerKacktus

    DerKacktus New Fapstronaut

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    Hey, i just had my first wet dream ever at nofap day 63.

    Honestly i feel a little bit fucked right now, i feel like ive lost my strength.
    Yesterday and sometimes before i still looked at pictures in my porn folder.

    This might caused the wet dream, i literally woke up instantly because i noticed that i started cumming while i was in my dream. There was a hot lady, the reason i cummed. At first i could laugh about it. But later i was so angry at myself that i swore myself that i never look at this shit again, i hid it from myself, so i can't open it so easily.

    I want to stop masturbation & porn forever, only sex anymore if i have a girlfirend once.

    Now i am worried, i feel like all my benefits are gone, i don't feel energetic anymore or sexual power, i feel like i lost my masculinity, i feel weak.

    Do i need to wait another 63 days on nofap to have these benefits again?

    I read a lot that a wet dream is a good sign, but honestly it feels as bad as i relapsed the last time.



    Anyone got some Infos about when i can potentially start feeling better again?
    Thanks
     
  2. Aram124

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    Delete the pics na install porn blocker
     
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  3. DerKacktus

    DerKacktus New Fapstronaut

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    yeah you are right, fuck this ill delete it completly

    Edit: I feel really great & proud after doing this.
    I collected pics in there since i started jerking off...
     
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  4. Nextslide

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    You're on the right path bro. That you've deleted the pictures is a great step.
    Just a relapse hasn't cancelled all benefits of 63 days. The wet dream isn't a problem.... just pick up and get going. You ain't starting all over.... it's a "slip up" not a relapse. Shalom
     
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  5. DerKacktus

    DerKacktus New Fapstronaut

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    hey man, thanks.
    It's about the way i feel now, i have a few less semen than before of course.
    There is nothing left for me besides looking forward. It's just i want to get that i want to get the strength back i felt before the wet dream.
    Today / Yesterday (it's 2am for me lol) i felt like i couldn't stand in for my self so strong, that social anxiety i had came a little bit back up, i felt woundable to outside attacks, not like before were i had all my Semen, the feeling i had was like i was near completly invincible to negative things.

    I hope i can regenerate from the dream fast, there is nothing else left, but still deleting that folder is a great step for me, being in control of what i do.
     
  6. FarBeyondDriven

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    Everytime you look at porn its just a matter of time until you relapse. Every single damn peek. If you choose to get aroused you can say you already relapsed.

    And why do you keep collected porn? It shows that deep down you don't want to do nofap. Lets be serious man. You are all in or all out. Living in happiness or death. Choose
     
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  7. DerKacktus

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    ofc i want to do nofap, but i was still kinda addicted to this shit.

    But now everything is deleted, even tho it was hard for me at first, i am happy i did it now, i don't want to touch porn ever again.

    As you said, i used it to get aroused sometimes, i never cummed tho, but yeah it was a bad thing.
     

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