So I had an amazingly hot girlfriend and we had sex like 10 times a day pretty much every day but I still went back to porn. I usually went back to it when we had break ups and would excuse my behavior but I never told her. The frequency of my usage has gone down a lot but I still go back it. I start getting the urges around the 20 day mark and I cave in. if my girlfriend was around it was easier and she helped me achieve my longest streak but I destroyed my relationship and I went back to it and now I have 5 days, 5 fucking days. Why am I not able to stop. I just cave in each time. I find threads saying how porn isn't bad for you and try to justify myself and later end up regretting it.