Had huge responsibility this weekend, didn't relapse!

This weekend I had a huge study project that needed completing, and I'd only done a rough plan and a bit of writing for it...

It would have been very easy to open some website and fade away with porn, which would have put me in a position with a foggy mind and a huge backlog of study!

I've done that a few times, but this time I chose a different path. I pushed through the discomfort of staying inside most of the weekend and trying to write like an academic. I didn't get it all done, but I got enough done for now. And more importantly I did it without porn.

This is what I find most challenging, I have a habit of replacing upcoming responsibilities with porn. Saying no this time was my personal milestone.

Now I'm going to try to finish it off tonight, I've procrastinated already today but I need to strengthen my mental resilience by going back to it and doing it.

Hope this helps someone to face their own challenges!

 

Thanks man! that's a good quote too