I'm halfway through my reboot process. I've started to appreciate some benefits: more confidence, less social anxiety, more attracted to women and willing to talk to them. I get morning woods and I'm particularly horny but I've managed to keep the urges muted. This is my first streak, I've discovered nofap because I want to get rid of my delay ejaculation. In these almost 45 days I sometimes peeked at my favorite softcore site (just women masturbating), but it's been just 3/4 times and I'll try not to do that again. Over the past 16 days (I'm 31 now) I've wasted my life masturbating at least once a day on average for even 1/2 hours, sometimes the entire afternoon. Most of the time I was just excited and felt pleasure in doing so: I escaped reality through this act abusing myself. I'm not addicted to porn even though I watched my fair amount of it, but to the mere act of fapping and orgasming. I used to do it till I was exhausted, some years ago, even 5/6 times a day. I've understood that some damaging things are edging (I used to do that for hours as I said) and also masturbating when your penis is not erected. I think I was on the verge of getting PIED as well but my DE was pretty serious (never came from a PIV sexual intercourse). Do you think I can get rid off my DE banning fap for good? I think 90 is a milestone but I need to keep going without fapping as it has destoyed my life.