I know this is a stupid question. Is there even a way to meet half way ? Is there even a half way ? Is a little porn ok if the person insists it’s just a vice now ? Like a once a week vice ? I’m pretty sure I was just completely manipulated in the conversation. I feel guilty ., I feel like I’m the one making the mistake of ending things ? I wish I did not partake in the conversation I just did . I. Am. A. Mess.