Happy 32nd Birthday to me!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by TheOtherABC, Dec 3, 2019 at 12:41 AM.

  1. TheOtherABC

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    Hello every one,

    Today I am celebrating my 32nd birthday. It's 5:30 in the morning here, and I feel very fresh.

    It's my 9th day without PMO and sex chats. Feels weird though. Though my mind is tricking me to fap again, as of course because it is my birthday, I am very sure that I am not getting back to it - NO MATTER WHAT. MO, Sex chats, and alcohol has almost destroyed my life. My social interaction with people has suffered because of that. I have hurt people who loved me and loved those who hated me. That has made me a chaser of (objectified) women. I lost my self-respect every time I chased someone and got rejected. But now I am ready to pay any cost to get my self-respect back.

    I am committed to being a better human being who has strong values. Who loves himself, his family, and cares for his friends. I want to be a centred and clam man who could be ruthless if needed. I want to change the world for good. I want to help people in need, and dedicate my life serving them. I want to achieve a lot in my life - materially, and spiritually. And for that, I need your blessings, support, and love.

    Thank you,
    A
     
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  2. Suk

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    Happy birthday! I hope you can achieve all that you want and have a great life! Your in the right path. Don't PMO, spend your day with your family, I'm sure it would feel way better :)
     
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  3. TheOtherABC

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    Thank you so much! :)
     
  4. Fenix Rising

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    Happy birthday:) May this be the beginning for addictions free life for you.
     
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  5. TheOtherABC

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    Thank you! I will do everything I could to make sure of this...
     
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  6. maseh0012

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    Happy birthday friend . im 32 years old too . i think fapping is enough for our age . it is destructive for our mind and also destructive for our body for this age . i always wonder what if i continue fapping and age to 40. That would be shameful . we must stop and stop now . or we will continue F ing our lifes
     
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  7. TheOtherABC

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    Thanks.
     
  8. Freeddom_Taker

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    Happy Birthday man!
    I definitely could relate about losing self respect or self hurt or other closed ones. Once I start hitting big streaks on nofap, I sometimes compare my old me before the addiction and the after. The addiction turned me into people's pleaser. And the they lost respect for me. Now I'm getting it back lil by lil.
     
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  9. TheOtherABC

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    Thank you so much!

    I have decided to just drop all my dreams about getting a woman - not in a hopeless sense but in a tiered sense. I am done sabotaging my self-esteem, and women chasing and their addiction has transformed some kind of a fucked up jerk - who has lost all the self-respect.

    I just can't waste my time anymore on any motherf*** thing who had ruined my 32 years of life.
     
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