Hard doing this by myself.

In my experience you are walking this journey alone, in that ultimately you have to do this, you have to quit this habit, no one else can for you. That being said, know that you are not alone in this struggle. Many many men and women have had to overcome this most destructive of habits. I would like to say I think you are doing a great thing by seeking out people that can understand/empathize with your personal struggle. I am proud of you and I know you can do this and that you can better yourself. I know you can because I have gotten so much better in the last three years it’s incredible. I went from daily use, to occasional use to rare use, and I have a goal of full sobriety this year. Good luck guy and know that you can and will do it!

 

Your guidance is on this site. Don't look for it among the people you know.
Just come here and talk to the people who know about PMO problems.

The people you know won't understand that stuff, or worse, if you talk about it,
they will ridicule you or make fun of you. Keep it to yourself, come to this site and
ask questions, keep a journal, make contacts, listen to the phone support and/or do
challenges.

Because you need to talk to people who have been through it. Your friends and family
won't understand and can't help you.

Start a 90 day hard mode reboot. Every time you get to a point where you think you might use PMO, don't do it, instead come here and talk about the issue.

When someone has a suggestion about how to get through it, do that thing, as long as it's a legal thing.

 

Maybe, but a lot of people here were 15 once (some of us a long time ago) and it's not a bad idea to use their wisdom, given by experience. To me, the best strength that you have is to discover nofap at such a young age. This is gold my friend, take a good advantage of it and keep going. Your future can be amazing, even if you are kind of stuck now, and I envy you in this aspect. Carry on the fight bro!