i am on hardmode day 41. Since joining a dating site i had 3 dates in one week.( 3 different women) I am not having the urge to have sex yet as i am flatlining and since i joined the site, i stopped counting days and completely lost any desire of relapsing. We hug, we kiss , we go skin on skin and it feels amazing. The best part is that i feel deeply connected to one of them so i may end up choosing her.