hey all! So i didnt even know about the “NoFap” forums until 12 days into my hardmore no PMO reboot. Let me tell you why i decided to do this. I am 23 years old and im still technically a virgin. For years i used to watch porn and masturbate almost everyday(sometimes multiple times a day) it was so bad that somedays i couldnt sleep without masturbating so i would feel tired. I new it was a problem but i never thought that it would affect my social life as well because i didnt have a girlfriend then. But now, i have been dating a girl for some months now, and 12 days ago was my first “night” with her. For someone like me who has fantasized about this monent for years it was a HUGE moment. All those years of dreaming and it was about to become reality. We started fooling around and everything was going well untill i realized i couldnt get hard enough to pentrate her? I had the condom on but my dick was just not hard enough for me to be inside of her? But fortunately the night didn't get worse and we did some other things and ended up cuddling. (She doesnt know anything about my situation and im still trying to make up excuses of not wanting to spend the night with her, because what if she tries to have sex again? And i dont get hard again?) I started over thinking that day like usual and came to the conclusion that excesive masturbation and porn is the reason for the ED so without delay i stopped all of them. And after a night like that my self esteem was so shot that i didnt even feel the desire to touch my dick anymore. All i could think about was how horribly bad that night was. Now, it has been 12 days since i have stopped and the only difference i feel is that i am feeling “sexless”...? I dont know how to explain it? I feel like my dick is not working anymore. A loss of libido? I usually get hardons in the morning but these days theyre not that hard anymore. Its like my dick gave up after that night? I read somewhere online that this is natural and my feelings will return in 6-8 weeks but i dont have that much time?? I cant keep avoiding my girlfriend for 8 weeks? Im not sure what to do? The reboot however is going quite well. I dont feel uncontrollable urges or desires. When i do i just start playing some video games to distract my mind. Which is surprising because i was really addicted to masturbation.