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Hardmode Streak Over!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by rydermuzik10, Sep 27, 2015.

  1. Sep 27, 2015 #1
    rydermuzik10

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    So I'm 18 years old and made it 4 months hardmode... 120 god damn days without busting a single nut (aside from wet dreams). Decided to extend the 90 day reboot a little bit. I MO'd last night, totally my choice, not controlled by a sexual urge, and was not fantasizing at all. It was pure stimulation. Obviously am not upset by it nor do I count it as a 'relapse' as it was my decision and I don't regret it. Honestly I'm fucking proud of myself for abstaining for that long. I am still 100% giving up pornography, as it serves no purpose in my life and brings nothing positive. When I PMO that is when I will reset my counter and say I relapsed. This also doesn't mean masturbating will be a regular thing for me now. I'll see where it takes me but I know how valuable semen is to a man and love the extra drive and energy it brings to my life . I don't believe it's a sin to masturbate or anything, seeing as I conquered my sexual urges and now am not controlled by masturbating habits or porn watching etc. All I need is a girlfriend so I will never need to masturbate again :) Thanks for reading
     
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  2. Sep 27, 2015 #2
    Musta

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    Big Congrats to you bro :) 131 days are nothing to joke about.
    Even though you have MO'ed with your own choice this can lead to some urges so be really careful bro. Don't let your guard off, ever...
     
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  3. Sep 27, 2015 #3
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    What changed in your life since hard mode?
     
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    @rydermuzik10 Brilliant result and it seems it has broken the PMO cycle. I don't blame you at all for knocking one out after that. Like you say, your choice and a perfectly reasonable response to why you did M after all that.
    I think in all honesty this is where I may end up as I'm not in a relationship at the moment. So a reasonable attitude to take.... given I can totally relate to your circumstances.

    BUT like what has been said... "stay sharp, don't let the guard down"

    Brit
     
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  5. Sep 27, 2015 #5
    rydermuzik10

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    I am comfortable in my own skin now, am not ashamed of anything and have a much more positive outlook on life. confident and grounded
     
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  6. Sep 27, 2015 #6
    Powerstrip

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    Congratulations! 130 days is pretty amazing work, especially at your age. I remember being very erm....active back then.
     
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