Has anyone relapsed to find the effects are gone?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by profconcept, Oct 7, 2019.

  1. profconcept

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    Has anyone had experience with relapsing but finding they did not react? I feel like it was a really bad thing to do.
    It's possible I did not react because I am no longer interested in it. Or, maybe it was because I am flatlined, but I feel attracted to women around me in the gym today also, so it might not be that. Maybe the fake thing just doesn't do it for me anymore. I think I am starting to see them not as fantasies, but as people, who just want my attention for some reason, I don't know what and probably they don't either.
    I can only hope that is true, that I am starting to see it differently.
    Worst thing that can happen, is the images will stay in my mind, and in my next moment of weakness it will make it that much harder to forget about it. Either way, I have to commit myself to not doing it again. Bottom line, it has harmful effects, and is not something to be proud of.
     
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  2. profconcept

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    The switch is still there, I can tell. It can flip on again, and I'll be one pathetic mother fucker whacking my willy to god knows what. Don't play with fire. Stay cool.
     
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  3. phwrancesco

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    What a stupid thing to do LOL
     
  4. obsolete_23

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    I have felt like that recently. I was away travelling for six weeks and didn't think about porn. But arrive home again with all the added stress that that sometimes brings and I'm straight back there again. Only difference is I don't seem to care which isn't very normal - or good.
     

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