Since Corona appeared around the world everything is not the same as before anymore. Sure universities/schools/works have found solutions how to continue, so that is not a problem. But I cannot go outside anymore, no bars, no clubs, no events and no vacation into another country because of Corona. The isolation made me depressive. Meanwhile I think now I can give up totally with girlfriends, seeing the world, making new friends internationally etc. This is something I had to do before but I'm late, very late with everything - I've seen other people who could everything do what they wanted before. The corona-situation feels like a punishment and a curse for me which will last for a long time because I didn't do the things right in my past. Even it will be over after a while (I guess 5 years), I think I cannot join the situation after Corona. And I cannot handle social media platforms. So dating-platforms like Tinder or something like that won't work for me, I made bad experiences with dating-platforms. And even if I would met a girl on these platforms, I'll never meet her because of the situation of her home-country and if you can travel without fearing to get stucked. Meanwhile I've accepted that I'll die alone without girl, without kids, without friends. I didn't make preparations if something like that can happen. And Corona increase my expectations for the future. It cannot only kill people with their symptoms but can also people on a mental way.