Has there been anyone on here who have recovered from watching sissy/ cd / transgendered person porn?

There are people here who have overcome this particularly insidious P-induced fetish. I admit I have been struggling with it for some time, ever since I got exposed to it by accident. I never even thought about it before that, but as my P addiction escalated I got lured into watching something different and it slowly started pulling me into the fetish. There are certain sites which are flooded with this content and I keep relapsing and going back to them. I too could use some positive posts from those who overcame it and how they did it.
 
Yup this stuff is horrible. Just watched a lot of it. Someone help.
 
I know how your u guys feel in in the same situation that you guys are in . That’s why I made this thread .
 
I will say this, dude. I can recognize that its just some sick "curiosity" gone wrong. When I abstain I still want to be with girls, but I just feel inadequate and unworthy. I couldn't say I ever truly "wanted" a man. It plays into low self esteem and a load of other triggers. You feel GROSS about it for a REASON. Because you're going against your instincts by doing this. The "feel good" feeling you get is just your bodies natural instincts and dopamine system being "hijacked" by conditioning. And so you only know how to get that "feel good" sensation from what you know.

This doesn't make you anything, dont believe that you are something that you are not. And no matter what, you are always SO MUCH MORE than your sexual preference in the first place. You know what I mean? You dont have to keep doing things that hurt you. So if you want to reinforce your masculinity using specific methods, then go for that. Diets, exercise, talking to girls (maybe starting out with just having girl friends and not looking for a girlfriend.) OR just search for peace through spirituality, or meditation, or what have you. Your path is your path.

Ill be quite honest and say that porn may have caused me an identity crisis, but NoFap gave me an existential crisis lol. In completely suppressing my sexual urges I have questioned the whole entire concept of pleasure and "self" and why Im doing this and WHY/HOW AM I EVEN ALIVE ANYWAYS. Man, their is so much more to life than this shit that were dealing with. I haven't made it very "far" but I can at least feel confident in saying that the more "serious" you get, the worse you will trap yourself. Just got to accept it and move on.... Try to be aware of the real danger of the porn, without being so serious about it that you hurt yourself worse than what you have already done.
 
I will say this, dude. I can recognize that its just some sick "curiosity" gone wrong. When I abstain I still want to be with girls, but I just feel inadequate and unworthy. I couldn't say I ever truly "wanted" a man. It plays into low self esteem and a load of other triggers. You feel GROSS about it for a REASON. Because you're going against your instincts by doing this. The "feel good" feeling you get is just your bodies natural instincts and dopamine system being "hijacked" by conditioning. And so you only know how to get that "feel good" sensation from what you know.

This doesn't make you anything, dont believe that you are something that you are not. And no matter what, you are always SO MUCH MORE than your sexual preference in the first place. You know what I mean? You dont have to keep doing things that hurt you. So if you want to reinforce your masculinity using specific methods, then go for that. Diets, exercise, talking to girls (maybe starting out with just having girl friends and not looking for a girlfriend.) OR just search for peace through spirituality, or meditation, or what have you. Your path is your path.

Ill be quite honest and say that porn may have caused me an identity crisis, but NoFap gave me an existential crisis lol. In completely suppressing my sexual urges I have questioned the whole entire concept of pleasure and "self" and why Im doing this and WHY/HOW AM I EVEN ALIVE ANYWAYS. Man, their is so much more to life than this shit that were dealing with. I haven't made it very "far" but I can at least feel confident in saying that the more "serious" you get, the worse you will trap yourself. Just got to accept it and move on.... Try to be aware of the real danger of the porn, without being so serious about it that you hurt yourself worse than what you have already done.
And the thing is I don’t get horny to this stuff in real life anyways so it’s no big deal like when I’m out in public and stuff
 
I dont really get "horny" to it in public, but I have these twisted types of flashbacks where mental imagery and depressed thoughts will flood my mind and I can't even think straight. It eventually gets to a point where Im more or less using it to get that "high" in order to feed the addiction itself and not because "being a sissy" turns me on.
 
There are people who have. But it takes an INCREDIBLE amount of time. This is probably the worst of the worst when It comes to addictions. I haven't got it over with yet, but when I go on long streaks and get a peek, it feels amazing. It is worth quiting.
 
Cmv120 Dude i totally get the flashbacks thing. You'll be sitting there like just doing whatever and then all the screwed up mental imagery just floods back. I'm at a point now its easier to "calm down" from these flashbacks, but shit it is hard to do in the beginning.
 
Cmv120 You'll be sitting there like just doing whatever and then all the screwed up mental imagery just floods back.

I've been about 120 days with no sissy porn, but the images still fill my head, especially during times of stress. if you can resist that temptation to act on them through P or M, and not drift off into what I call Fantasyland, you'll be okay, but that's tough to do.
 
PM only. Had sex with wife and that screwed up my O streak.
 
Yes because I've gone a while now without any sissy P, and I was a pretty heavy user. I would bet that I've seen almost everything on P.H. and some videos way more than once. My thoughts are about 25% better, but at times they are really intense. The longer I go without this garbage, the more I see how it benefits all other areas of my life too.
 
Yes because I've gone a while now without any sissy P, and I was a pretty heavy user. I would bet that I've seen almost everything on P.H. and some videos way more than once. My thoughts are about 25% better, but at times they are really intense. The longer I go without this garbage, the more I see how it benefits all other areas of my life too.
Good... Please for the sake of yourself and all of us still suffering don't stop
 
Yup this stuff is horrible. Just watched a lot of it. Someone help.
Same here. First it was anal porn then gay porn but that was too disgusting for me then it was transgendered person,CD and my new guilty pleasure femboy. I feel gross after watching it
 
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