BuildBedroomStrength
New Fapstronaut
Hi all my name's Kash.
New to this forum but I've watched a ton of videos about how porn and masturbation effect your brain/energy levels. I'm definitely addicted - have been watching porn/jerking off daily before bed every night since high school and I struggle to go without it. It feels great writing this because it's a problem you can't discuss with family/friends without feeling like a total loser.
I'm 25 - I should be in my prime sex stage and be able to go like a jackhammer but my boners have gotten a lot weaker over the years and it is tough to get it up when i need to (this has happened while I was with a couple of girls - super embarrassing). But with porn - I just touch it and I'm good to go. This tells me my brain is seriously messed up and I my body responds to fake pornstars on screen over real women I can touch and feel. REBOOT NEEDED BADLY!
I'm sick of this feeling and sick of jacking off in my bedroom coz i feel awful afterwards. I want to have great sex again with real relationships and real women and have a girlfriend. So my journey has started - I'm on day 3 now...it's really tough not gonna lie. Gonna go for 30 if possible.
Glad sites like this exists in an internet full of smut which is so easy to get dragged into - I wish I had never discovered Porn.
Cheers.
New to this forum but I've watched a ton of videos about how porn and masturbation effect your brain/energy levels. I'm definitely addicted - have been watching porn/jerking off daily before bed every night since high school and I struggle to go without it. It feels great writing this because it's a problem you can't discuss with family/friends without feeling like a total loser.
I'm 25 - I should be in my prime sex stage and be able to go like a jackhammer but my boners have gotten a lot weaker over the years and it is tough to get it up when i need to (this has happened while I was with a couple of girls - super embarrassing). But with porn - I just touch it and I'm good to go. This tells me my brain is seriously messed up and I my body responds to fake pornstars on screen over real women I can touch and feel. REBOOT NEEDED BADLY!
I'm sick of this feeling and sick of jacking off in my bedroom coz i feel awful afterwards. I want to have great sex again with real relationships and real women and have a girlfriend. So my journey has started - I'm on day 3 now...it's really tough not gonna lie. Gonna go for 30 if possible.
Glad sites like this exists in an internet full of smut which is so easy to get dragged into - I wish I had never discovered Porn.
Cheers.
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