Alright guys. I don't want to talk about this with my parents of my friends, so I figured i could talk to you guys. I'm 14 years old, if that helps to explain any of this. So recently ive been having these random gay thoughts. I've always been attracted to women, and have a girl in mind atm who I might have a crush on. So these thoughts are a little weird. I have nothing against the LGBTQ community, and I will gladly defend any member against the evil that is homophobia. Today I decided to test myself. I allowed myself to fantasize first about gay sex. I had little reaction, no erection. But the second I switched over to heterosexual sex, I started to get one. So that gave me some clarity. I've had a history of random intrusive thoughts. I'm sure every human has weird messed up thoughts that nobody talks about lol. But recentl these gay thoughts have been more and more consistent. Ive read about HOCD and such, but I just really want a direct response. Summary: having intrusive gay thoughts even tho I'm still sexually attracted to females. 14 years old, possible stage of puberty?