After discovering his PMO habits in December, my husband and I have had it truly rough. In January, I found out he was looking at p subs on Facebook. This was after he had promised to not look at porn anymore. I was devastated, went to therapy and tried to pick myself together. Things had started to improve. His mood has gotten better, he is kinder and a little bit more affectionate (although overall very depressed with no sexual desire). I was really starting to feel hopeful and my therapist and I decided it was time to wrap up our sessions together, since I was feeling so much better. Yesterday I found more searches for p subs, this time he was looking for some kind of channel on the internet were you can see semi nude women and for 7 dollars a month see "even hotter content" and be treated to "the boyfriend experience". I confronted him; he deleted the search history and now claims he has no idea what I'm talking about. I had no idea I could be in so much pain. I can't go on anymore. What consequences should I establish? Or should I just run for the hills? I have no interest in keeping the relationship as it is, none of my "soft" methods have worked. Or am I simply overreacting?