Heavy Porn Users?

I escalated to the point that I had financial problems due to the money I was spending on camsites, custom vids, etc. A ridiculous situation given how much material is available for free.

1 days clean is an incredible achievement already, honestly - I've been trying this for years and I struggle to go longer than a week.

 

ive been watching porn for almost 10 year's ... i have a fetish but i will not tell you cause its a little bit nasty tho, but its a common thing for porn user just like people who had fetish on feet or any other body part's (im not into transgendered person or that kinda shit porn)

thing's get fucked up when i cant maintain my dick for not ejaculate...when i watching P even tho my dick is limp but its ejaculate, like i cant hold to enjoy the porn like it used to be, its ejaculating uncontrollable .... im not married yet and this shit freak me out

they said it was PIED, Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction. and for heavy porn user like me it need maximum 9 month to actually recover from it....

the benefit i get from this journey right now are :
- clear mind... idk how to describe it but i can clearly think straight without any kind of disturbing factor .....and ideas are come up so easy
- better skin ... idk but my skin is whitening even tho i did not use any kind of skin care product beside face wash ofc
- woman are more open to me, like they did not see me as a child predator or sex predator they started to see me as a person

 

2 things to count in favor for stopping the addiction: To honor my decision: I have made a decision and as Naruto said more than once: I won't go back to my word. The other reason is that I don't spend more than AN HOUR touching my parts, something very frustrating for me.

 

Dont know how long will it take, but it will not be so far away as you are young. Im 32, PMOed regulary since childhood, very addicted. I was 4 months clean and managed to have great sex with a girl. After that relapsed and blew it, but Im again on a good streak.
transgendered person porn, which was my drug of choice, definitely started to diminish. Its achiavable!

 

I definitely was into this hardcore stuff. Like most of the nasty hardcore stuff the normal porn sites would give, I didn't visit any specific fetish sites or even illegal sites, but many of the fetishes I found on normal tube sites turned me on. I won't go into detail to not trigger anyone. It's sad to say that, but with the popularity that many of these kinks have today, we could call them "vanilla hardcore". Most importantly, I always was disgusted when seeing them for the first time, then it stuck to my mind, made me curious and then it had that "taboo" break factor that turned me on. Seeing women that did nasty things always made me see that I'm not the only twisted mind. Because I hadn't any own sexual experiences back then. That these women only did it for the money wasn't in my head.

Also I have to say I wouldn't really want to do most of these things with real partners. It only were things that turned me on in this world I never want to get back to again. What I CAN say is that I have gotten a weird preference for women that seem a little bit twisted, surely thanks to pornography. But still I never wanted to replay things I saw in porn videos with them.