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Balancing rebooting with studying.

  1. alaaaaaa__

    alaaaaaa__ Fapstronaut

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    Hi , I’m 20 years old . I srart watching in 10 and fabbing in 12 . That time I was shy , lazy , stupid , weaker than I used to in my childhood . I decided to search for my reason why I’m that bad and I found that porngraphy was that reason . So in 15 I decided to quit porn . So since I was 15 I’m trying to quit it but now I’m still trying ! Maybe before that I used to do it many times a week but about 4 years I only do it 4 days a month _ yea days cause I relapse and do it a lot . every birthday I decide to make it a new life but I stupidly relapse :/ but now after all of my tries to quit it , I’m now better , stronger , sociable , harmony, well minded .. all of these feelings comes to me after 7 days maybe and after 14 days I start feeling too much . I quit it for 49 days and I was woow !! after that I relapse . I also quit it for 39 days and then I relapse! That’s my big tries . the other was just less than 14 days or less than 7 . But my birthday is after 14 days . So to be clear here ,, I decided 77 days ago to stop it and make my birthday new life but relapse but after that it become 35 days to my birthday and now to be clear 17 days to my birthday and I hope to not relapse . The hard is that I’m in exams so I need to study sowell beside my journy to heal up . So are the 17 days a primary enough period to just think well and able todecide , able to think , able to luagh , able to be well minded ? Able to feel self confident? Or I need to wait 90 days before I take that risk ? Please help . And what can I do to speed up my healing time
     

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