Hello brothers

Hello I've been trying NoFap for a while, but I've decided to become a member of the forums mainly because I feel embarrassed. I'm a fighter - mainly in Brazilian Jiu Jitsu, although I have experience in Taekwondo, Judo (and a mix of other martial arts). I can manage to workout and push myself, and yet this one thing is so hard. I really want to quit masturbation - morally and more than that, I feel like a wimp. Honestly I feel like such a little submissive wimp that just cowers and submits to his desires in the blink of an eye. Hopefully I can try my hardest and stop seeking to pleasure myself and get on with being a man and working to serve others.

 

Currently I have disconnected my ability to reach any explicit material online through blocking software, I also try to keep myself busy. I do martial arts and workout daily, usually around 13 hours of fitness a week, I also try to take cold showers (Sometimes its just too cold).

 

Thanks brother!