Hello everyone

My Name is Rilind, I am Albanian, 20 years old and living in switzerland.
I like to read, watch and hear stuff about self development.
I loved martial arts since I was a kid and have practiced Judo, Kickboxing, Freestyle Wrestling and MMA. My biggest goal is to fight in the UFC.
I also love to write and I'm currently writing a fantasy novel.
I trie to do a lot of stuff to get financial free so that money is no issue and I can chase my dreams without having to worry about money. I'd love to connect with people that have reached goals I want to reach, so that I can text about these things and be motivated by the success of these people.

On December 2 I started to become clean from my addiction and I failed today.
At first, I was sad because I had failed again and I thought I'll never get rid of this urge to watch porn and masturbate (it was so damn stupid because I started masturbating and watching porn and I tried to not ejaculate) but then I looked out online and finally found NOFAP. I think this is just the right thing to throw this addiction out of my life. I have to break the habit from its roots by not even starting to watch porn or things like that.

I live in a Town with 20'000 Inhabitants. I have some friends but I don't have contact with most of them because I changed my whole lifestyle and all they want to do is smoke weed or do other useless things. I realized that I can achieve anything I make my mind up to but I need help with destroying this addiction. Since I don't have with most of my friends and I try to write the novel and work from my PC I spend a lot of time alone. You know, I'm good at talking with people and I'm the complete opposite of shy but I try to change for my own good and become a more quiet and calmed person and I realized that I can highly benefit from spending time alone. I have a clear picture of the person I want to become and I know I can become that person with the right mind-and skillset. But I think by spending time alone I also put myself in danger of doing this one, same mistake over and over again...

I'm glad I've found NOFAP and I hope to find a lot of awesome and positive people that have (or had) the same problem so that we can help and motivate each other.

Peace

Rilind

 

Hey dude! I think we just need to be mentally focused and strong. Motivation is also a factor. At the beginning I was highly motivated but after time I lost motivation.
I know that it's possible to say "no", even if you're in front of a PC all the time.
Good lock to you too, I know you can do it!