Hello from Spain

Hi everyone!!

First of all, sorry for my English grammar if I make some mistakes when I write.

Well, since many months ago I decided to join to this social movement that I knew in other forum. However, the fact of NoFap is something that I made two years ago when I splitted up with a girl. After having a chat with my elder brother I chose to do my best. However, on September of 2012 I met to a girl at University and I started to go out with her. One night she asked to me to jerk off thinking on her but I said "NO". She got angry and I did it, so the consecuence was that I relapsed into this again after many months being "cleaned".

Finally, I splitted up with that girl too and since that moment I've been closed in a kind of jail surrounded by porn, prostitutes and girls with I had sex. Yes, after my last sex experience (October of this year, with a girl that met in a disco one night) I relapsed in the porn once again because of lack of sex. Then, I got realized defintely that I'm a sex addict. Therefore, I decided to join to this community and improve to myself. I know that it'll be hard, but it's possible, I experimented one time, then let's do it one more time!!!

Thanks!!

Eskorbuto

 

Hey!! Thank you very much!! I've already read and it has sense about what it's talking this article about. Well, during the addiction that I'm trying to remove from my lifestyle, yes I am a sex addict. I couldn't be a day, may be an hour without having sex. There was a moment in which I started to pay to a prostitute for sex and, indeed, I did it. In fact, this year has been quite serious in this area of my life, and that's why I started this challange, because I need to control these emotions that have brought to fail in my relationships from my part.

Thanks and kind regards!!!