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Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Lukas to be happy, Sep 4, 2018.

  1. Lukas to be happy

    Lukas to be happy New Fapstronaut

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    My name is Lukas to be happy,
    happy to be here!!!
    I'm from Poland and coming here with my big addiction to pornography and masturbation.
    I've started watching porn very early,first time when I was 8 maybe 9 at my cousin's house, she has some dirty newspapers.
    I remember that first time I saw it it was like a strong thing which I couldn't forget and I wanted to watch it again and again.
    All my friends from school and high school were saying that porn is normal and its normal to watch porn and masturbate. So I got addicted...
    Today got a wife and even baby, I thought that after marriage its gonna change, You know, You got a wife so no point to masturbate and doing things like that. But I didn't stop.
    After I said-I'm gonna stop it after my daughter born. And I did - maybe for 2 weeks...
    I found myself quite frustrating, shouting at my wife. I found myself demotivated, and quite hard to point myself on one thing, hard to concentrate on learning new things etc.
    I found myself looking at other girls and comparing with my wife. And - even when my wife is very attractive - she started to be not enough attractive to me!
    While our sex I started imaging things I have seen in porn movies, being on sex more aggressive and even imaging other girls whilst it...Shame... I felt like shit...I was praying a lot, but after - I was coming back to it, and again, and again...
    So I started searching on youtube, I found a few very interesting movies how much brain change whilst watching porn and - to be honest - that was the strongest reason I want to quit it!!!!
    I can see how much pornography destroyed my brain, my passions, and trying to destroy my family, too!!!!!!!! So that's enough, I have to change it, so I'm here:))))
    So far I found this website very cool and its great tool to achieve my goals!!!! I wanna clear my brain from all this shit, make myself stronger and my wife and daughter the happiest family of the world, that's my points!!!!
    So guys, thanks again for this website, I set my counter up so let's go for happiness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
     
  2. Freiheit

    Freiheit Fapstronaut

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    Hey! Welcome! We will manage it to stay free! Good luck to you and your family!
     
  3. Goodluck brother and welcome. Read and learn. We can beat this together!
     

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