Citizen 857
New Fapstronaut
Hello guys! My name shall be Citizen, i will release my name when i feel more confident, however I stumbled upon this website after watching the series Dark Net. I saw an episode where this website was mentioned and I said why not. 15minutes before all this I had masturbated and had 15 tabs open of my favorite porn videos just so I can release twice. I’ve had this porn addiction and masturbation addiction ever since I was a kid. I am 29 now, this addiction has cost me my last relationship and I am at the point of life where I just can’t have an interaction with a female because I imagine myself doing things to them for a release, i see them enjoying it and everything. It’s affected my work life and my personal life to the point i would spend my money controlling webcammers toys giving them an orgasm. I’ve started watching porn at work just to get off or I would have a “moody” day. I can’t have a relationship as the last one got so bad because I could only get off to porn and she would think I wasn’t into her. When I would get off it would be cuz I was rough with her.
I really would love help. I’ve had the issue where I would lose my hard on mid session of being with my partner. I figured I would ask for help here and see what I can do to have my life back. I honestly lost so many family moments due to porn and masturbation. I’ve isolated myself from the world just for that split second of pleasure.
What is it that I can do? Please help!
I really would love help. I’ve had the issue where I would lose my hard on mid session of being with my partner. I figured I would ask for help here and see what I can do to have my life back. I honestly lost so many family moments due to porn and masturbation. I’ve isolated myself from the world just for that split second of pleasure.
What is it that I can do? Please help!