Hello, I'm MindPoison, and I have an addiction to masturbation. I am a college student entering the final year of my bachelors, and for the last nine years I have masturbated nearly every day, multiple times a day, sometimes to porn, but mostly to attractive women on social media. In the last year I have become religious, and as I have devoted myself more to my religion, I knew I needed to stop masturbating. I never considered myself to have an issue until I tried to stop and couldn't. I didn't realize that nearly a decade of pornography and habitual masturbation had sunk its claws into my developing brain and gotten me addicted to pornography and masturbation. Countless times over the past year I have tried and failed to end my addiction. I fully relapsed over and over again after (maximum) two or three days of not masturbating (not just resets, but full binging relapses). I realized that if I was going to overcome my addiction I needed a community, resources, and a plan. After reading the start guide and testing myself for PIED last night, I decided I'll be doing an indefinite PMO nofap "challenge". Today is day 1.