todoestarabien
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Hello, I hope everyone reading this is doing well. I really hope we can all fulfill our dreams. I'll refer to myself as "Todoestarabien" here, which means "Everything will be okay" in English, to motivate myself every time I log in.
My situation is complex, but I'll try to be as brief as possible. I'm 18 years old; time has flown by. I currently live with my family, have a girlfriend, and am studying medicine—I’m already in my third semester.
Pornography has had a devastating impact on my life. This harmful addiction, along with the many overstimulations available on the internet, has seriously disrupted my brain's reward system. It's affecting my motivation, my relationship, and even the first thing I do in the morning and the last thing I do before going to sleep.
It's been incredibly difficult to accept this reality because it's not a widely discussed topic, but I know better than anyone how it has affected me as a person.
I want to make a change. I want to gain control over my own life and future, as well as over what brings me pleasure and happiness. I want to stop sexualizing people, my daily life, the comments of others, and any situation that triggers these kinds of thoughts in someone with a mind as troubled as mine.
I understand that this change must be accompanied by a shift in my perception of life, people, relationships, love, and sexuality. As I move away from these harmful ways of thinking, I need to replace them with new, healthy thoughts and reshape my way of being. It’s not just about leaving the old behind but about filling that space with new, valuable ways of thinking.
Over time, I will share my progress and how things are improving here. Starting today, I am committed to making a change. I do not want to continue feeding this vicious cycle. This is the beginning of the end. Thank you very much for reading.
Todoestarabien
My situation is complex, but I'll try to be as brief as possible. I'm 18 years old; time has flown by. I currently live with my family, have a girlfriend, and am studying medicine—I’m already in my third semester.
Pornography has had a devastating impact on my life. This harmful addiction, along with the many overstimulations available on the internet, has seriously disrupted my brain's reward system. It's affecting my motivation, my relationship, and even the first thing I do in the morning and the last thing I do before going to sleep.
It's been incredibly difficult to accept this reality because it's not a widely discussed topic, but I know better than anyone how it has affected me as a person.
I want to make a change. I want to gain control over my own life and future, as well as over what brings me pleasure and happiness. I want to stop sexualizing people, my daily life, the comments of others, and any situation that triggers these kinds of thoughts in someone with a mind as troubled as mine.
I understand that this change must be accompanied by a shift in my perception of life, people, relationships, love, and sexuality. As I move away from these harmful ways of thinking, I need to replace them with new, healthy thoughts and reshape my way of being. It’s not just about leaving the old behind but about filling that space with new, valuable ways of thinking.
Over time, I will share my progress and how things are improving here. Starting today, I am committed to making a change. I do not want to continue feeding this vicious cycle. This is the beginning of the end. Thank you very much for reading.
Todoestarabien