Hello, i'm new to all this, but i'm extremely desperate.

IceGargen

IceGargen

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Hello all, my name is Igor, i'm currently going through something extremely hard in my life, i'm conflicted about a lot of things, i've been a porn "user" since i was 8 years old, but i became truly addict when i was 15, but now i have reached the point where i need to have it, i wake up and i watch it, if i stay long without it, i feel weird, like an itch that does not go away, i'm in desperate need of help, but i can't do it alone anymore, it's too hard for me and i realized that if i stay this way, i'll only hurt myself, seeing porn led me to do many stupid things and decide on stupid things, i have slept with hookers, and not only females, i'm not going to lie here, but for some reason, i have hated every single experience, i used to date a girl before i did all that, and the sex wasn't good because i couldn't really be in the moment, i was always thinking about porn when we were having our intimate moment, and i can't even properly do that, so it has affected everything in my life, my mind and body health are suffering because of that, i really don't know what to do, if this can help me change i think i can become a new man, i have a good job, i love what i do, i currently study too, but all of this is being destroyed by a "simple" addiction, that refuses to go away, i have done MANY stupid decision because of that, and i'm paying for it, however i made my peace with it, paying the price is something i have to do i guess, they were my choices at the end of the day, and i can't control the past, but i can control my present and influence my future, if you can help me, please, hear my desperate cry for help, because i need urgently, i'm going crazy.
Thanks for everything, and sorry for the mistakes, i'm from Brazil, a 24yr old guy, who loves math and physics, and i guess this is it.
 
Just know that you're not alone.

The best advice I can give you is to keep coming here daily, reading all about how porn affects your brain and the damage that it's doing. Keeep reading success stories.

Like you said, you can't change your past but you can change the present and influence your future. Only you can do that, and if you want to, you will.
 
Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and sometimes challenge you but not judge you.

The enemy is here to steal, kill and destroy. What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
 
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