Hello people come and make an inference about me please!

hi, I am a 23 y.o person and I want you to come and give me your opinion about my condition based on the information that I am going to give about myself.

4 years ago I had a relationship that lasted 2 years. we had sex anytime we wanted and I must tell you I love sex too much, yes too much, all day I dreamt about sex. last 2 years I had flirts so I was able to have sex in the meantime. over a year I watched porn too much almost everyday and went for more than two in a day. I must say that I dont want to watch porn but whenever I try to do it I become so touchy, sentimental, emotional, sensitive, weak you name it. I become so weak that I get offended anything that is said to me, anyone could hurt me easily. When this happens I immediately want to become reckless again so I go for the porn. after the ejaculation I feel a great relief in me and recklessness flaws in me, I mind nothing and nobody. I like when this happens it makes me feel strong but as I have stated before, I dont want this I dont want to watch porn.

So I dont want to say that I need help, I expect you to come to a conclusion about me, if you have any idea, and tell me if the porn is good for me or not.

please dont hesitate to project your thought, your evaluation means so much for me. you can comment here or pm me, just dont hesitate.

this is my first post here so please let me know if something is wrong with post.

 

Thank you for the reply, as I have said, I want to quit watching porn but I also want to be reckless and insensitive without porn. what about masturbation? I set my pmo tracker only for porn but should it include masturbation too? if no how it should be?