Hello team, fellow NoFap fighter is now online

Hello everyone, i am a 21 years old normal dude who is finally giving online forums a try, since i always felt them as a waste of time (yeah, even when i constantly use them for information lol).

i restarted NoFap counter two days ago, after a 35 days streak. I have socializing problems and i always felt too ashamed of myself to even talk about masturbation (my fathers know nothing about this, tho they may guess at this time). i thing it is time to accept people and stop running (yeah, i watched Evangelion 3.0+1.0 and Shinji boy really encouraged me).

Masturbation is a total problem, and i will tell you why:

• Here in my country we have water problems, so each time i try to masturbate, i spend water my parents or i could use for any other necessity.
• I waste toiled paper doing that thing. As funny as awful.
• I waste my precious time while i run from resposibilities, like college, friends, excercise, whatever you could think about.
• I can be on my bed without thinking on porn for god's sake. everytime i go to sleep i think on ladies (actually, it is a very effective way to sleep, tho i would prefer to sleep with... idk, cars or sucess dreams).
• I assume ladies are an impossible goal to achieve, so i create negative thoughts towards them.
• I have even thought kids are negative for the world and it would be better to have none. In the deep of my heart, i know that's just not right.

I want to make a total PMO for 60 days as the bare minimun, and 90 days as the standard. However, i understand that PMO is not gonna change my life by itself. I want to use it in order to face my social fears, focus towards my academic and social goals, becoming a better person.

I still need to read a lot about how to properly use this forum, so i am sorry if i am forgetting of something.

I am running out of time, so i just wish you have a great day! take care

and yeah, this is my day 2 of NoFap PMO lol.

 

HAHAHA thank you for the advices. i will use my extra time wisely