Hello There! (Overused reference, ik :p)

I'm VickedGai, not really proud of my username but it's my gamer tag and it connects me to my past pleasant gaming memories.

I'm 17 and so I am an underage porn addict, which brings me a lot of shame. I can't talk to my parents about my addiction, And I don't want them to know about it. I want to recover so that I don't cause further disappointment to my loved ones. I absolutely adore my family and I'm willing to Change anything about my behaviour just for them.

But this time I'm really concerned about my mental health and how Porn is causing my mental health to deteriorate. I'm an aspiring Tech guy, I'm very much into computer engineering but due to my crippling addiction I can't focus on my academics. I want to get good at my studies, I want to be more attentive. I've quit porn earlier before and I've experienced pleasant outcomes.

But then I relapsed, and now I'm starting anew.
This time I'll be interacting with the nofap community at a daily basis, and I plan to make some new friends here.

I also adore video games, and gaming in general. I've grown up playing video games.
Playing games in my childhood was a refreshing thing, It was non obsessive activity.
But now I'm also addicted to gaming, and so I am also taking a break from gaming.

So I'm taking up the Hard Mode of NoFap, and a good long break from gaming as I sort things out in my life and focus on the things that I've ignored.