Hello there!

I am very excited, I have been fighting this addiction since I was 12. I guess admitting that there is an addiction is the first step...mostly considering that I have been doing it for the past almost 8 years. It has been a constant struggle, often very disappointing and has taken a toll on my self esteem. There are many things I want to do, things I have to do, that in order to get there in order to be the person that I want to be, the person that I must be I need to get past this addiction. I am wondering whether it is normal to feel angry at myself? I need support of people just like me who are here to hear my successes, and to keep me strong. I want to take this change in life to reset my brain. I miss losing the innocence that a little boy has. I want to go to the park and see and feel the beauty around me. I want to start drawing again, have a clean conscience and truly live life as I share with others and contribute to their happiness. So this is not just a petition asking for this community's help and support but also I am extending my hand towards you telling you that I am here for a mutual support. Thank you!