Hello warriors! I easily can defeat porn but not virtual cam sex!

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by TheLoveDoctor, Aug 29, 2020.

  1. TheLoveDoctor

    TheLoveDoctor Fapstronaut

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    I started reading "you brain on porn" before 2 weeks. I decided after my new found understanding that i will quit for good! I was doing great and i had minimal withdrawal symptons. As the days went buy my true addictions start knocking the door. I have been trying to quit virtual cam sex for 4 years now. I always do a streak but on my payday everything collapses. This time i felt so strong i felt that i had it. But on the say day as always the symptons that i didnt had before from porn withdrawal started. It was like that my brain is programmed to do it on that particular day (payday) . It was hell, shaking, heavy chest, lack of focus, and the same and same thought all over again every minute , me doing virtual cam sex...i endured only for 6 hours...i relapsed...now i feel shame angry and hopeless...but my streak on porn remains cuase i refused to go back on porn! I am confident that i will quit porn for good...my problem my demon is the other one. I need your insights my warrios!!
     
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  2. Emanuil

    Emanuil Fapstronaut

    trying to understand what happens with you and your emotions on the "payday" might help.
    it is obvious that something specific is happening on that very day, and not on other days. Search your feelings and you might find the trigger. Also it's not so much important if you are watching girls on cam or porn...they are all on your PC screen. You might try the real stuff (some emotional relationship or something...), then maybe you wan't need cams, porn or masturbation at all...

    also btw you should so something about your counter:) it says 500+days no M and you just wrote that you've relapsed
     
  3. TheLoveDoctor

    TheLoveDoctor Fapstronaut

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    Oh my god sorry for the wrong counter my friend and thanks for your time!!
     
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  4. Suk

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    Have a stronger resolve, that you won't relapse. Your withdrawal symptoms are supposed to be Hell, but you have to go through it to have a great life. I guess that's the price, a rock solid will power. Try keeping yourself busy whenever you feel that urge to do it on your pay day. When you feel like you have to do just do it, do pushups instead, go for a jog,.. Anything that lets you be tired. All said, in my experience it still all comes down to your will power and resolve. All the best brother.
     
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  5. Emanuil

    Emanuil Fapstronaut

    you're welcome ... I'm glad if this was of any help for you:)
     
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