I am a 22 year old student. I have been struggling with porn and masturbation since I was twelve. I'm have always been a good student and a sportsmen. Lately, I've noted that I've started to be disrespectful in the way I treat women , and I have dropped doing sports as well as my grades. I realized porn and masturbation have started to become a habit. I wish to get back the grip on my life and look at women with clean eyes again. I am an avid reader and also write poetry, but my words are no longer those of someone who truly loves. I want to love dearly again, as the knights in the books of ancient times. It may sound a little funny or dreamy, but I know that is the way I want to life as I did when I was a child.