Hello everyone. Sorry if this hello message is too long. I never thought to be on a site like this but I guess I'm trying to better myself. I am 18 and have been looking at porn when windows 7 was out. Masterbating years later, it would become into a habit and I would do it daily. Then i would change it to maybe once a twice a week. For the past years or 2, I would have strong urges to do it way more often. I did things that I'm not proud of and I knew it was wrong.
As of late, one night I was doing the usual and I got this huge headache. Like a migraine. I was about to finish but that pain just "shocked" me. So I stopped. In the same week I tried to finish what I started but the same result. I might've pulled something but I'm not sure. I haven't seen a doctor because I'm embarrassed on what I have to say on what I was doing and hope the pain would go away. That was about 19 days ago. I haven't done it since.
I still touch myself here and there and would also just make my rounds looking on sites what is new and what interests me. During this time I have experienced mood changes and they are good to say the least. I would like to continue to fap but not as excessively as I used too. But I guess I would have to stop for a while and see what good it does for me. So I'm giving this a chance and I do see potential for this community to give me advice completely to have tolerance on fapping and how to do it.
As of late, one night I was doing the usual and I got this huge headache. Like a migraine. I was about to finish but that pain just "shocked" me. So I stopped. In the same week I tried to finish what I started but the same result. I might've pulled something but I'm not sure. I haven't seen a doctor because I'm embarrassed on what I have to say on what I was doing and hope the pain would go away. That was about 19 days ago. I haven't done it since.
I still touch myself here and there and would also just make my rounds looking on sites what is new and what interests me. During this time I have experienced mood changes and they are good to say the least. I would like to continue to fap but not as excessively as I used too. But I guess I would have to stop for a while and see what good it does for me. So I'm giving this a chance and I do see potential for this community to give me advice completely to have tolerance on fapping and how to do it.
