Hello...

Hello guys,

this time let's do it right. Im doing this shit since 20 years now approx., somehow since the internet came up. Just a few girlfriends came and went away over the years, but the porn addiction stayed. I'm in a relationship with my current gf since 7 years. She's the one, I'm happy with her, she's beautiful, kind, everything, I don't want anybody else. Just I want to get rid of this habit, or let's call it what it is.. addiction. I had several tries over the years, but sooner or later I always was sitting in front of the usual websites again. I was never fighting to keep this habit, but I guess I never gave enough to get rid of it either.

As mentioned in the beginning, this time I want to do it right, take it serious. I don't want to think how many hours of my life i lost to this over the last 20 years, I don't want to think how often I hurt my girlfriend, without I wanted to hurt her. She knows about it, thanks she's so understanding, thanks she had so much patience with me, but I guess at some point of time her patience will be over and I don't want to reach that point.

My goals are to get a real sex life with my gf again and I want to use my time for something which has sense, creating something, learning something and give back to my gf what she gave to me over the past years.

I want to do the 90 days, I don't want to masturbate, I don't want to watch porn, I want to reach a natural sex life with my gf again.

Thanks to the guys who created this place. Even I tried many times to stop this addiction yet, I never took the step to write about it like I do it now. Maybe you think, I didn't try hard enough then. Maybe you are right. But as mentioned in the beginning: this time let's do it right. So let's start the 90 days...