Hellpp... please....

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by PMO addict1, Jul 19, 2019.

  1. PMO addict1

    PMO addict1 Fapstronaut

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    I am on day 5 after relapsing many times this week..... I am out of station at the moment due to some work... and here I have nothing to do whole day.... ,I am having alot of sexual thoughts...( I have not given in in any of them .. as soon as it comes I try to turn my focus) But it keeps coming back almost all the time.... I have not watched any triggering material... But I cant tolerate these thoughts, It is all the time..If I forget it then I myself think about those thoughts then It keep coming back.... WHat should I do..... NOW i also started to feel like my streak is not genuine ... due to these excessive thoughts ( even though I try to turn away)... earlier after relapse I used to go 10-15 days easily without even thinking of anything... but this time in just 5 days I feel like I am struggling alot .. and . doubting my streak...
     
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    The only thing that is stopping me not to relpase ... is that I assure myself that I had not watched any triggering material... so there is not my fault... even If i relapse .. these thoughts will also come in my new journey..... .. But at the same time I am thinking this is not like my previous streaks..... which used to be flawless.... I even think to start my journey.. when I go back home... where it is easy... with clear thoughts... because its just start.... IF I were at higher strak... I wouldnt have have thoughts.. even in this place...
     
  3. Kudakwashe

    Kudakwashe Fapstronaut

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    Dont relapse bro do something play gane or something just dont do it. Trust me you will regret it once your are done. Stay strong.
     
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  4. PMO addict1

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    But is this clean streak..????
     
  5. MikeSilva

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    Yes of course it is! You are not watching porn and you are not masturbating so nice bro! Now keep it up... of course you will get sex fantasies popping in your head but just resist them and do not put down your pants and start M. Then it is fine, we cannot always control the thoughts that are coming in to our heads. Do not overthink Nofap
     
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    Okkk.... thanks...:)
     

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