[HELP] Day 13: Did I Just Relapse?

[Pathofsuccess_1]

All day long I’ve had these insane urges. I’ve been having a lot of fantasies too. Just now, I was laying on the couch dealing with an urge. I’ve been worried all day that my intense fantasies were a relapse since I felt pleasure. Every now and then simple things like laying down and acknowledging my penis sitting on my scrotum (or whatever you call it) and the gravity pushing down and feeling the pressure have given me pleasure, I tried not to acknowledge it before, but I don’t know what I was doing just now. I didn’t feel that rush from doing it but I just purposely acknowledged it. It gave me alittle pleasure. I did not touch myself or anything, but I acknowledged that pressure on my thing. Once It started to move though I got up quick and went to the bathroom (didn’t do anything) but I wanted to know if what I did was a relapse.

If I can describe it alittle better, I was laying down and it’s something I would’ve felt otherwise but I guess I payed more attention to the sensation alittle closer on purpose, after I got over a super strong urge to pmo but I wanted to know if what I did was already a relapse/reset. Thanks.

 

[RealPurpleBelt]

Brother, the fact that you are here means that you are winning in this war we are all fighting. Feeling sexual pleasure can be purely biological. Humans are creatures of free will. As long as your will was against what might have been just a purely biological feeling, then it doesn't sound like you failed against the personal boundaries you set for yourself. Just remember, stumbling doesn't mean death. Pick yourself up and keep moving forward. Love you brother.