Hi guys, I joined nofap to overcome PIED. Throughout my current streak I have abstained from PMO and O with a partner for 44 days. Recently I have felt that I was coming out of the flatline because suddenly, I am more susceptible to triggers, have even started fantasizing (no porn, but with exes), and have been having morning wood consistently for the last week. I got the fantasies under control, but I was curious if i could get my penis to respond without porn or fantasy. I started masturbating, slowly, with my mind clear, eyes closed, and concentrating on instrumental music I had on at the moment. The thing is, I basically edged without getting to the point of no return. I masturbated until the moment I actually felt aroused. After that, I quickly went to the bathroom and had a cold shower and then I went to sleep. I don't advice anyone to do this though, it's like playing with fire. I believe I should not reset my counter because my main objective in this journey is to not depend on porn for sexual arousal, but honestly, I'm not sure. Have I lost all my progress? Any thoughts would be appreciated.