So lets just say I am married and have kids. Over the past bunch of years ive been addicted to sissy porn and have acted on it many times. Spoiler: Possibly triggering text. I have wondered into this type as well as big black cock. I find myself fixating on huge cock which i never dis before. Ive have also trained my ass to where I can take very large dildos. I can take just about all of a dick rambone. And can take all of BAM dildo and when loosened up a 3 inch wide 12 inch long king cock. I am addicted to dressing like a woman, wig, bra, fake g cup boobs bras, panties, garterbelt , stockings and short tight mini skirts and dresses. Dressing like a total slut with either red or pink lipstick. I have acted on this and have gone fully dressed with 4 inch red heels to an adult store and have sucked and fuxked many different men . safe play is a must, but I can handle very very large penises. When home, I wait until all are sleep and go online and watch all kinds of porn and especially other woman masturbating. I love when they use over sized dildos as well. I love people watching me fuck my ass and fap. Poppers add another level of intensity. I feel like I have become a complete animal that thinks he is a slutty woman that is ready for cock anytime. I do not have a sexual relationship with my wife. When that staryed several years ago, I used porn to masturbate and feel better. Fast forward 5 years and now I am a sexual freak. Spoiler: Possibly triggering text. I find myself searching for 42g cup bras and matching thongs all the time. Red with black lace is by far my favorite. I hide all of this from my wife. The thing I hate the most is how excited I get thinking about performing for folks be it online at an adult cam site, or going to a local adult store and acting out. I have no idea where to begin and need help gettong through this. HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!