I'm pretty early into my first reboot. Very quickly my history is: a promiscuous young guy (with girls) 28ish got really into porn (still getting girls) 31 - 36 (my current age): Porn escalated to hookers & shemale porn. I'm not really feeling any urges to PMO, I feel quite scarred by the realization of the last 8 years and my behavior which is probably helping keep urges at bay. BUT... Today I started fantasizing/reminiscing about female intimacy, their touch, smell and how much I missed it. My heart even started to flutter a bit. It was quite a pleasant sensation. I know it's early. But Is this a good sign of the start of recovery?