guys I don't know what to do anymore I'm fighting against fetish porn induced and HOCD I'm at 100 days but yesterday and today yesterday I dreamed of my fetish of which today I woke up semi excited by it I don't know what to ask so many questions circulating in my head. .. is it a relapse? it's normal? why doesn't it happen to me with regular porn? how long does it still take? What if I'm gay but I don't want to?